blah blah blah love blah blah blah

blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah.

I hate my life lol. not really, but they make me feel lonely.
and out of place, like I shouldn't be here.
it just doesn't seem fair.
there are about a bazillion guys vying for her attention, and me? none.
as usual.
I mean, I know there's gotta be someone out there for me, it just sucks being single for 17+ years.
and movies make me sad. we just watched The Notebook and I doubt there's any love like that out there in the world today.
it'd be nice if there was, but I highly doubt it. my thinking lately is that love just isn't what it's cracked up to be.
but what do I know about love?
absolutely nothing