I should really learn to stop getting my hopes up

so today is September 30, 2008. aka release day for anberlin's new album New Surrender.
I had planned on going to Chico with Becca after school to pick up the special versions at Walmart and Best Buy, but today was her friend Alec's birthday. which meant that she was going to make dinner for him and I wouldn't have a ride back up. I wasn't too worried b/c I was sure I'd be able to find a ride back up somehow.
unfortunately Ryan wasn't in Chico today, and Elnora couldn't give me a ride up either, my only hope was Starshine, and we would've left the shop after 6. as Becca and I were heading to Chico I realized I didn't have anymore tampons with me and I would need one before 6. so we were going to go back to my house to pick one up, and I hadn't heard back from Starshine, so I decided to just stay home. soon after Becca dropped me off I realized I was stupid. Starshine called like 20 minutes ago to tell me it would've been fine.

I'm like really sad right now. I know it's not that big of a deal b/c I'm going to Chico tomorrow. but it's just that I had been looking forward to this day for MONTHS and I was so excited and happy about it. it's just depressing :(

my dad just called. I feel so guilty. I never call him. I love him. I miss him. I'm such a bad daughter.

such a fab day! :]]]

so today was absolutely MARVELOUS.

we had our 1st quiz today in my geography class and I was actually excited about it. feel free to call me crazy. and once we were done, we got to grade them! it reminded me of 3rd grade, I was sooooooooo stoked!

we argued about how the "H" looked like an "N" and how personal income doesn't have a direct effect on lifespans.

then our professor asked if anybody got a 30 out of 30. no. 29? negative. 28? nope. 27? yes.

"Who's is it?"

"Candace."
"What?! Really?" so yeah, I got the highest score on our first quiz. I was sooooooooooooo excited and happy :D

and then later after our hideously boring math class, Heather and I walked outside to CLOUDS!!!!!!!!! HOORAH! I was soooooooooooo stoked!

then I came home and I watched Gossip Girl and One Tree Hill, found this AWESOME russian-like hat that my grandparents brought over, and when I went outside it was sprinkling for like 5 nanoseconds and I also went on the roof and listened to music and took pictures.

so I'm pretty much in love with this hat. I've been wearing it for like 7 hours now lol.
also, with the clouds and all, it was almost Circa Weather. not quite there just yet, but soon hopefully :]

so yeah, I had a really great day :D

most epic night EVER

so tonight was Thursday Night Market.

basically I was hyper all freaking night. I honestly couldn't tell you how long it'd been since I had been freaking hyper lol.

anyyyyyyyyyyyyway, the most important part of my night: JILL

so I was with Ryan, Jack, Talia, Eva, Ginger, Catherine, and Chris I believe. we were going to Cold Stone when there was this chick (totally reminded me of Dani Campbell)

Ryan ended up knowing her b/c she was a poli-sci major and they were in the same orientation group, so he went up to her and we were introduced and stuff. her name was Jill :)

so I totally fell in love with a lesbian lmfao

I couldn't stop thinking about her all night and at some point she was sitting at a table outside Starbucks so we made some not-so-subtle walkby's. she has a girlfriend though :(

so yeah, and then later Ryan went and told Jill that I pretty much had the hots for her and she said she was flattered lol.

gossssssssssssssssssssh, I'm in love!!!! hahahahahahaaha

then Ryan was taking me home and there's been this old television set sitting on the side of the road about 1/2 mile down from my house and I've been wanting it, so as we passed by I asked if he would help me get it into his car. so we spent like 5 minutes at like 10:30 at night trying to get a freaking huge tv set into Ryan's car. it didn't fit well but we got it home. so it's now in my room by the guest side of my bed. it needed a name so Ryan aptly named it "Jill" :D

it's pretty much the most beautiful thing I own; apart from my cameras of course :)

"This is the most magnificent [television] set I've ever seen"

-Juno as quoted by me and Ryan