freaky ass dreams

Oct. 16-17, 2008
somebody was in my room suffocating me. and I couldn't move. I wanted so desperately to grab the dirty fork on my bedside table and stab them but I was completely paralyzed. and it felt so real. in my dream I was telling myself it was just a dream. and the only reason I knew it was a dream was b/c my light was on and I knew for a FACT that I had turned it off before I went to sleep. so I curled up and rocked back and forth and kept telling myself it was just a dream but somebody dressed in all black was suffocating me. it was absolutely terrifying.

Oct. 18-19, 2008
I was a part of some Indian tribe or something and they were sacrificing people or something weird. and I was supposed to be their sacrifice. so I had to put my head up against the roots of a giant oak tree and get decapitated. I remember FREAKING OUT when they were about to do it and I stood up and started crying but I had to put my head back down. so I did and then it happened. it wasn't just a quick CHOP and it was over. I felt the cool blade of the sword against the back of my neck and I felt it slowly slice my skin and then dig further down (it gives me the creeps just thinking about it). and then my head was off somewhere to the side of me on the ground and I was looking up at my assassin. I felt EVERYTHING. that's what freaks me out. it freaking creeps the crap out of me.

I looked up their meanings and the definitions don't apply whatsoever. so I have no freakin clue what they were about.