explanations.

c 11:31pm
and can I be completely honest with you right now?

s 11:32pm

yes!

c 11:32pm

you have been pissing me off beyond belief as of late.

s 11:33pm

i can tell

c 11:34pm

how can you tell this?

s 11:35pm

you aren't as cordial usual

c 11:35pm

hmm. you noticed. surprising. ha.

but seriously Seth. you know that I adore you and love being your friend, but on my side it's all give, and you're all take. you really only talk to me when you need something. I understand that you're busy with school and the band and Janae, but still, it makes me feel like crap. like I'm only good for when you need egg cartons or pictures. and quite seriously you pretty much ripped me apart at Tony's birthday party.

s 11:39pm

first i'll explain myself lately

i am the absolute busiest i've ever been in my life, i have work, the band, which takes up almost all of my time because we have only less than a month to finish the recording and i'm exteremely stressed because i do all the dirty work for the band. then i have shcool, my senior project as well, and i have to worry about college

then nick left

that made everything more difficult

what i'm getting at is that i haven't had the time to focus on any other people than my girlfriend, tony, and joe

and i truly mean that

i've lost a lot of friendships because of it

i really regret that

but you know, i'm doing the best that i can

and i don't regret that

c 11:45thank you for explaining, it makes sense now. I just seriously felt like you were ignoring me/didn't give a rat's ass. and I told you, that if you ever need ANYTHING to just let me know. so if I can in any way help you out, just give me a call.

and I'm glad that you're doing the best you can, that's all you can really ask of anyone

s 11:46pm

thanks candace

truly, you are one of the best friends a person could ask for

you're so loyal

c 11:46pm

to the death :)

haha. I felt kind of like a pirate saying that.

s 11:46pm

that's really one thing i take to heart

is loyalty

it was pretty piraty

c 11:47pm

:) I'm honestly probably one of the most loyal people you will ever meet. if you've got my trust/my love/my friendship, you've essentially got it for life

s 11:48pm

:]

grand

so i'm sorry about all of that candace

c 11:49pm

it's alright. I understand. now at least. I just couldn't help but feel as though you were shutting me out and it killed me because I had no idea what I did wrong

s 11:49pm

i can see how it would appear that way

but it wasn't anything personal

c 11:50pm

:) thank you for explaining, I seriously feel so much better now

s 11:50pm

me too!

awesome

but candace

it is "Z" time

c 11:51pm

yeah, I thought so :P

I know you too well haha