November 1-2, 2010. roboshark.

:|] 12:43 am: Hey i missed yer chat. Whats up

(^^^) 1:24am: I was just wondering if there would be a celebration video surfacing anytime soon?

:|] 1:25am: Haha. I dont think so. Itd be forced. And i was too busy doing my own celebrating haha

(^^^) 1:27am: Thats understandable then, but i cant deny that i am mildly saddened. Im definitely glad they won, i just wish they coulda done it in san francisco

:|] 1:29am: Me too miss parker. But they dominated this team. No need to go back home. They are flying in soon

(^^^) 1:36am: Yeah they did, it was almost pathetic. I guess i would have liked a nail biter but im glad they won nonetheless

:|] 1:39am: I certainly would not have liked yet another nailbiter. The whole year candace..the whole year was a nail biter...

(^^^) 1:47am: Yeah, but still, i like suspense. Granted it usually stresses me out, but i like it haha.

:|] 1:51am: After literally 160 plus games of suspense im okay with pure domination. Out of giants nature. and suspense is sexy. Nonetheless. Its over. And they win.

(^^^) 1:55am: Suspense is sexy? Do elaborate. Please. (Thats a crap ton of games, didnt realize it was that many, so i guess knowing that im a bit happier they won this so quickly)

:|] 1:59am: Baseballs a long season. Suspense sells like sex.

(^^^) 2:02am: Well i knew that, i just didnt realize it was THAT long. Never thought about it like that, but i guess it. I suppose thats why i like suspense then :P

:|] 2:06am: Suspense has all those hissing s letters too. Has to be aesthetic. Somehow... I dont know. MAN! giants are fucking champs. Im content

(^^^) 2:10am: Hahaha well it makes sense to me. Yeah, they are, pretty sick :) now if you could only turn that contentment into happiness... No matter, giants freaking one. Hell yeah.

:|] 2:12am: Happiness is difficult to fathom at this age. Gratifications more popular. Common. things make me happy for a period of time..

(^^^) 2:17am: Well then stop looking for THINGS to make you happy, turn to people, or at least something of value. Our generation is all about instant gratification, about whats bigger and better. We need to take a step back and start enjoying the little things. And good things come to those who wait, according to the old saying; we need to get our patience back

:|] 2:21am: Your optimism is mixed with something i basically deemed phony and regurgitated. Thats me though i dont think anything less of you because of it.

(^^^) 2:23am: Im sorry, i didnt mean for it to be. I just want you to be happy is all.

:|] 2:23am: I know u do candace

(^^^) 2:27am: :/ im pretty sure im having deja vu right now. This is weird. Anyway, reading that text i can totally see how that came across as phony and regurgitated, i probably would have thought the same if somebody had said it to me

:|] 2:32am: Noo. Well ya but i just know to forgive the past and work for me. For now i guess u know. My brain isnt capable of this but im fine with avoiding this beta melodrama i have with people. I blame film and being a mamas boy hahaha

(^^^) 2:38am: Hahaha, two very good scape goats in my opinion. Especially the former. I think that i would have loved to have lived in the early 20th century before the advent of most technology, but they still had cameras at least :) and sorry for the extra regurgitated phoniness haha

:|] 2:40am: Its okay. I will find something genuine, that i wont sell out for, that ultimately will make this permanent happy more a reality.

(^^^) 2:44am: :) i sure as hell hope so. I know ive only told you the one time, but i really do love you jerry. I just want whats best for you, including a normal sleeping pattern :P

:|] 2:46am: Speaking of which im going to bed

(^^^) 2:47am: I am too. You always managed to keep me awake much longer than i was intending to. Goodnight jerry

:|] 2:48am: Sorry candace. Im not that interesting.

(^^^) 2:49am: Dont be sorry. Youre sort of amazing in my opinion

:|] 2:50am: Fucking how? Im not. No

(^^^) 2:52am: Shut up jerry. Yes you are. Youre wonderful. Youre one of the very few people that i actually genuinely enjoy talking to about more important things that "whats up?"

:|] 2:54am: Night candace

(^^^) 2:54am: Night jerry :|]