California's a fucking lie

you know nothing of true loneliness

you don't know how it feels to sit alone every night

you don't know how it feels to never have been loved

you don't know what it's like to be this close

you know nothing of true loneliness

you don't know the horror of it

you don't know the way it drives you crazy

you know nothing of the insatiable longing

when you know how it truly feels to be lonely

then we'll talk

just something that came to mind

don't give me this "oh, whoa is me, I feel lonely for the moment" crap.

know what it's truly truly like to be lonely, and then I'll show some sympathy.

so tomorrow's election day. I fear Obama's going to win and I have a gut feeling Prop 8 will pass :(

so get ready for change people.

in other news, my birthday is in 6 days :)

and I'm going to see Lydia and Copeland on Saturday, so I'm SUPER stoked for that :D

I really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really want to go to Seattle. I've never been but for some reason I just feel like that's where I need to be. oh idk.