so today is September 30, 2008. aka release day for anberlin's new album New Surrender.
I had planned on going to Chico with Becca after school to pick up the special versions at Walmart and Best Buy, but today was her friend Alec's birthday. which meant that she was going to make dinner for him and I wouldn't have a ride back up. I wasn't too worried b/c I was sure I'd be able to find a ride back up somehow.
unfortunately Ryan wasn't in Chico today, and Elnora couldn't give me a ride up either, my only hope was Starshine, and we would've left the shop after 6. as Becca and I were heading to Chico I realized I didn't have anymore tampons with me and I would need one before 6. so we were going to go back to my house to pick one up, and I hadn't heard back from Starshine, so I decided to just stay home. soon after Becca dropped me off I realized I was stupid. Starshine called like 20 minutes ago to tell me it would've been fine.
I'm like really sad right now. I know it's not that big of a deal b/c I'm going to Chico tomorrow. but it's just that I had been looking forward to this day for MONTHS and I was so excited and happy about it. it's just depressing :(
my dad just called. I feel so guilty. I never call him. I love him. I miss him. I'm such a bad daughter.
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